India has the highest suicide rate in South- East Asia . Farmers suicide because their farms are not giving results , children suicide because they didn’t make it to 90% , adults suicide because girlfriend or boyfriend left them . Why ? Why these things are bigger than our lives , Ourselves? Life is all about ups and downs , when we all are going to understand this little and the most important fact ? Maybe never !
When I was in 9th grade , my maths teacher used to humiliate me by saying that ‘you are nothing in front of your brother .’ You know what’s the beautiful and logical reason behind this statement . I WAS BAD IN MATHEMATICS .Many people even the watchman of my school used to say ‘your marks are nothing in front of his marks .’ In front of my class , my math teacher used to compare me with my brother and not in a good sense but only in a insulting manner . I was depressed . I was just a kid , I didn’t know how to handle that thing.Well , I am still a kid but mature one . Seriously , I was afraid of his lessons because most of the time he insults me . Sometimes , I cried also . I prayed to god that please make me like my brother . I was very upset . I had only one friend that time, my dog . I used to hug him and cry like anything . I really wanted to die .
After some time , before my board exams my brother came,I was very happy ,I forgot everything . We had fun . My brother made me realise that I was so stupid . I was crying over the things that my brother never said . An outside person , who, I am never going to meet , only a subject teacher for two years said those things to me . I realised, why I am giving this much importance to these things ? My brother never said this to me , an outside person did . My brother loves me, more than anything else and he supports me , my dreams , everything and I am depressing over those rubbish things . The lesson I got from the incident was that ‘It doesn’t matter, if someone calls you a loser because your family always love you and support you . How could I think about dying , it was so childish . My family is with me , I have everything ,still I thought about that idiotic thing . I was so disappointed with me that I was unaware about my self – worth . I was thinking to end my life because of some idiot teacher . My bad !
My father and mother taught me that everyone is brilliant in some field.It could be art , dance , or any other subject . It doesn’t matter if you are bad at something so you are a loser . My parents cheered me up by saying ,not a big deal it’s just a subject , you are much more valuable than this and we are proud of you . You are versatile , you are good in many things .
BE YOUR OWN . AT THE END ,YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO REMAIN WITH YOU . SELF WORTH IS VERY IMPORTANT. DON’T END YOUR LIFE BECAUSE OF FAILURES AND OTHER ONGOING PROBLEMS .